Monday, January 21, 2013

When We Doubt

What does Jesus think of us when we are full of doubt? I’ve written about doubt before (Do Your Doubts Make You a Loser?), but I had another insight from the life of John the Baptist.

John was an unusual man. More than anyone of his day, he knew the identity and mission of Jesus first-hand. He heard the Father’s endorsement at Jesus’ baptism (This is My Beloved Son in whom I am well-pleased) and saw the Spirit’s descent like a dove upon the Savior.

John’s purpose in life was to point to the Messiah. God had laid this call upon his life before he was born, with the visit of an angel to his aged father. John grew up knowing his mission was to call people to repent and to prepare themselves for the one true King.

He fulfilled his mission. He preaching and baptizing mission drew thousands of people from all over Palestine. Jesus’ first disciples had originally followed John, and it was John who introduced them: Behold, the Lamb of God… (John 1:29)

But for John, there was no storybook ending. Because he publicly condemned the adultery of Herod Antipas, he was thrown in prison and eventually beheaded. And in this last chapter of his life, he began to doubt. I don’t blame him. After proclaiming the rule of Messiah, he must have expected that Jesus would have wrested political power from the corrupt Herod dynasty and restored Palestine to the Jews. Instead John found himself in the dungeon, and things seemed worse, not better.

So he did what we should all do when doubt assails us. He brought his doubts to Christ. He sent two of his followers to Jesus, and they interrupted Jesus’ ministry to the crowds to ask this one question on behalf of John: Are you the one who is to come, or should we expect someone else? (Luke 7:20b)

 I said all this to underscore how Christ responded to John’s doubt. It must have hurt the Savior. His staunchest supporter and divinely appointed forerunner was expressing doubt, and doing it in public.

Yet Jesus answered John’s question with great kindness and patience. He told John’s disciples, Go back and report to John what you have seen and heard: The blind receive sight, the lame walk, those who have leprosy are cleansed, the deaf hear, the dead are raised, and the good news is proclaimed to the poor. Blessed is anyone who does not stumble on account of me” (Luke 7:22-23). In other words, “Go remind John of what he already knows to be true: I am the Messiah, and I am fulfilling the very prophecies that he himself knows must be fulfilled.”

When the two men left, Jesus addressed the crowd, commenting on John’s life and mission. If it were you or me, we might have expressed frustration or even anger at what might have felt like John’s lack of loyalty. Christ could have pointed out some of John’s shortcomings and failures.But the Savior spoke not one word of rebuke or recrimination. Instead He used the opportunity to bless and commend John. I tell you, among those born of women there is no one greater than John…(Luke 7:28a)

Jesus knows our hearts—even when we’re struggling. He knows us better than we know ourselves. We can bring our doubts and second guesses to Him without fear. We belong to Him, not because of our great faith, but because of His great mercy.

As I’ve said more than once in this blog, What a Savior!