The other day I took my dog Jethro for a walk. I was in a bad
mood, for reasons that don’t matter. I can usually find an excuse to be bummed if I'm not careful.
So I thought that I would spend my half-hour walk in prayer,
but to tell you the truth, “prayer” probably meant complaining to the Lord. I
could imagine myself grousing to God about all the major and minor trials
in my life, and then asking Him for deliverance from them, and failing that,
for more patience, greater strength, deeper peace, etc., etc.
I kind of knew that I would end up in a worse mood,
on top of which I’d feel guilty for a lousy attitude.
So I decided to do something different. I decided to see if
I could thank Jesus 50 times in the course of a short walk.
I began with mundane stuff. Thank You, Jesus, that my leg
doesn’t hurt like it did yesterday. Thank You, Jesus, that I have a day off
today. Sounds pathetic, probably, but you have to start somewhere. Then I started thinking about the bigger picture. I began to thank
Christ for people who stood by us and supported us when we were
missionaries. Thank You for John and Marlys, Tom & Debbie,
I thanked Him for dear friends in the past and present,
naming each one. I gave thanks for the wonderful families in my church, and
named them.
I thanked Christ for the gospel, and how I had heard and believed it
so many years ago. I thanked Him for the people I’ve had the privilege of
seeing come to faith in Him. I started thanking Him for the privilege of
teaching the Bible, and then for specific Bible books. Thank You that I got to
teach through Romans. I didn’t deserve such an honor. Thank You that I get to
study and teach Luke. It means so much to me.
I thanked Jesus for the doctrines of grace, the wonderful
truths of my Reformed faith that I came to embrace long after seminary. Thank You for revealing
how totally fallen and tainted by sin I really am, and for Your blessed and unconditional
election. Thank You, Jesus, for Your effectual atonement, that You actually
and not just potentially save people. Thank You for your amazing and
irresistible grace! Thank You for preserving and protecting those whom You redeem, and making sure they get safely Home. Thank You for including
me.
By this time the dog and I were on the return leg of our walk. I started thanking Jesus for my family. Thank You so much for my precious
wife Dionne, for bringing us together and keeping us all these years. Thank You - she means everything to me. I thanked Him for my sons, Andy and Zach, and for
the privilege of being their dad. And I thanked Him for Cheryl and April, my daughters-in-law,
and for what wonderful wives and mothers they are. Thank You, Jesus, for each of
my grandchildren…and I named all six in turn, including the one I’ve started
calling “July baby,” since I know her ETA but not her name yet.
By the time Jethro and I got back to the car, my thank-you’s numbered into
the 60’s, and my mood, which had been in the pits, was now in a humble and
peaceful place.
Being grateful to Jesus for His wonderful grace is not a
technique for mental health. It’s a command (see 1 Thes. 5:18), a duty, and a
tremendous privilege. The fact that it makes us feel better is just a bonus. Because even if it didn’t, Jesus still
deserves it. Thank You, Jesus, for being my Savior and King and Friend, my
Teacher and Comforter and Shepherd.Thank You that all the moments of my life are under Your careful and loving hand.