Imagine the scene. Christ has just celebrated the Passover Meal with His disciples, and Judas has already slunk into the night. Jesus is only hours from the cross.
The
fear and dread and stress must have been beyond the experience of any man before
or since. He knew, had always known, the horrific ordeal that awaited Him. Not
just the physical torture or emotional devastation, but the spiritual torment
He would endure. His Father would see Him covered in the filth of our sins,
would recoil from Him and forsake Him.
This “dark night of the soul” began for Jesus when He left
the Upper Room, walked down into the Kidron Valley, and then up the slope of
the Mount of Olives to the Garden of Gethsemane. There He would pray in
anguish, the stress so severe that He bled through the pores of His skin. And
there His own disciple would betray Him with a kiss, leading to His arrest,
humiliation, torture, and execution.
So what happened in the moments just before all this began?
He sang. And when they had sung a hymn, they went out to the Mount of Olives.
Matthew 26:30. We even know the song our Savior led His disciples to sing.
Most likely it was the traditional “Hallel,” Psalms 113-118,
usually sung at the Passover Meal. The last song Jesus sang before the cross
would have been Psalm 118.
With the terrible road ahead of Him, think how much these
words must have meant to Christ.
He knew He faced the Father’s rejection, but He sang:
5 Out of my distress I called on the Lord;He knew His enemies would overwhelm Him, but He sang:
the Lord answered me and set me free.
6 The Lord is on my side; I will not fear.He knew He would die as a ransom for His people, but He sang:
What can man do to me?
17 I shall not die, but I shall live,He knew His lifeless body would lie in a stone cold tomb, but He sang:
and recount the deeds of the Lord.
18 The Lord has disciplined me severely,He knew His people turned against Him, but He sang:
but he has not given me over to death.
22 The stone that the builders rejectedBefore He walked into the night, into betrayal and rejection, agony and a shameful death, He sang:
has become the cornerstone.
28 You are my God, and I will give thanks to you;The promises of Scripture allow our hearts to sing, even when the road ahead is full of shadows. As always, our Savior leads us.
you are my God; I will extol you.
29 Oh give thanks to the Lord, for he is good;
for his steadfast love endures forever!